prom?

pre-prom. and after-prom, specifically. notice, everything but the prom.
that's where im going to.
being a sophomore, i didn't want to get a dress a year early. so, here i am, apparently inconveniencing everyone by not attending.
sorry guys :[
but im super excited!
party all night long baby :)

finals

are eminent. they're coming, i know it.
hopefully the next 12 days will be the quickest and longest of my life.
quickest so summer can approach at a faster rate, slower because finals are the last week.
true, my finals won't be as bad this year as last year. also true that  i like studying in the warm weather better than the cold. too bad i've lost all motive to try. i'm so sick of school, and there's 2 weeks left.
it's 4/5 of what i think about.
the other are my fantasies... whether they're of my boyfriend, summer, or sleep, who knows.
fun facts:
-i have the weirdest dreams. they last forever.
-one of my all time favorite movies is ratatouille. oh yes.
-i recently got a rosemary plant. i was born with a brown thumb. we'll see how this goes.

jelly beans.

jelly beans. sweet, tasty, but no personality.
that's connor's girlfriend.. i'm sure she's a great girl, but she didn't have many intriguing things to say, which made my job as conversation hostess slightly harder.
however connor is perfect, as always. he's incredibly funny with an all-around goofy personality that'll make anyone smile.
my boyfriend and i had an orchestra trip all this past weekend; dork love <3
it was so much fun! we went on all of the major coasters at six flags and screamed our brains out. my head was spinning for hours. marvelous.

FREAKING CONNOR!

One of my VERY best friends who left for college last year is finally coming in town!!!!
I'm sooo excited, I can barely contain my excitement!
he's bringing his Utah girlfriend though, and i'm scared for meeting her.
no big, I GET TO SEE CONNOR!
eeeeekkk <3

series

a series can refer to baseball, the olympics, a set of cards, or in this case...algebra.
does it count as math when all you're doing is following a formula? this sounds terrible, but i tend to be honest, a formula that at any other time i can look up on Google? unless Suzanne Collins (if you don't know who she is- look her up) becomes supreme ruler of the universe, then i'm sure i will have the ability to find these formulas without pulling them out of my head. thank you algebra teacher for teaching me how to mindlessly look at a formula trying to memorize it.
how many weeks left in sophomore year? 3? 4? 837489374893274 days?
no big, over and done with soon enough.
fun facts:
-i use a heating pack almost every night to relieve knots in my back... it feels soooo good. Bed Bath and Body Works, you're my hero.
-i play violin
-i wish i could play guitar...but i'm stuck with a lonely guitar and too few tabs memorized.
-i have a dog, but she acts like a cat. i hate cats. she also bites at gnats...so it looks like she's obsessing over thin air. dork.
-i like long distance. plug in some headphones on a still saturday and just go.

waddle

today i noticed that when i walk i pick my legs up in an ambling sort of way. i'm guessing this habit formed from my pestering habit of tripping over things.
it's been a pretty good day so far.. except i know that it'll become stressful the second i step into the soccer party later this day. the word "party" should be taken lightly...considering it's more of an informational meeting to talk about next season. college scouts, oh goodness. i'm not ready to grow up yet, as ready as i am to live on my own.
time to go study for algebra test this thursday... hasta luego :)

firsties.

well...first blog.
whoopee?
i stole this idea from a good friend of mine.
though i hope she won't find this.
i have a feeling i'll end up ranting sometimes about her constant, thoughtless habits...
however, there are a lot of people with quarks like these; so i try not to blame her.
today i was elected Student Council "Health and Safety" committee head...
i tried for committee head with my beau. that didn't work out so well.
poop.
so now, junior year at my high school will be any students version of hell. first AP tests, PSAT, college letters, sport recruiters, the whole sha-bang. 
i'm slightly pessimistic toward the subject. 
in general it's not so.. i'm pretty good about seeing the lighter side of the darkness, but today hasn't been a sunshine and flowers day. i can probably blame this on a buttload of chemistry notes, a lingering english project, and a stuco banquet gone awry... 
i promise in the future to try to be cheery, but maybe you'll stop reading by then.
no biggie, this is for my thoughts to be stored somewhere.
i did journaling for a very long time, but approaching my junior year i noticed i can type faster than i can write.. hence my rough drafts always being typed now-a-days.
also, this will give me a rest from Facebook. typical, right?
a few fun facts:
-i'm a girl
-i play goalkeeper (competitive, school)
-i saved a PK this weekend. quite possibly one of the most nerve-racking things in goalkeeping. it was a lower corner. heck yeah.
-i usually am found in shorts/jeans and a T-shirt
-oldest of 5 kids...makes you wonder why i started journaling, right?
-my mom is one of my best friends. she knows a lot about me.
-my other best friend is my boyfriend of 1.5 years... i can read him like a book now, which i view as a blessing, but also an entryway to his mind that most people tend to leave at peace. oops.
-more fun facts to come..