Tuesday, August 16, 2011

blah bleg

parents read texts/emails, and i'm sure call log.
thought i was screwed before.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

wednesday

so, yesterday i drove someone in my car, and directly told my parents i wouldn't. they found out, naturally, and my phone is on temporary lock-down and my hang-out privileges have been taken away..
i'm not a bad kid, i promise.
i really like to think i'm pretty easy on my parents, but my relationship with "S" is causing a bit of angst in my relationship with my parents. it started last december when his mom yelled at my mom, ever since there's been a bitter acceptance/tolerance of the fact that we're dating, but nothing close to warmth. my mom is scared because we've been dating almost 2 years.
like i said before, i'm not a bad kid, so we don't do bad things together.
our friday nights consist of Risk and possibly a movie with "M" and Emily.
it also turns out that i had competitive soccer training tonight, and i forgot about it. the email at the beginning of the week read "100% attendance is expected from all, even if you can't play you need to come."
so, on the coachs' bad side for awhile now.
i really wish it were easier for me, but that's just me complaining. my parents are difficult to keep a balance with, and "S" and i can never have enough time, and church is getting slowly compacted to a sunday event beneath student council, school soccer, and classes.
now i'm really complaining, sorry about that.
i suppose it's just easy to come here and vent when i need to. i used to journal ( i don't know if i've said this?) but this is much faster. although, journaling did have sentimental value, and it's hard to break an ongoing habit since 7th grade.